I'm scared to death of getting old?

You never see gay/Lesbian Old couples because they mainly keep themselves. When you get to a certain age and are in a lifelong relationship you tend to want to keep quiet and have the quiet life. They are out there you just need to know where to look. Unfortunately age is something your going to have to get used to whether you like it or not we all get old, even celebrities. Just deal with Here and Now and enjoy your life completely whilst your young.